I know I've been lacking inspiration for quite some time now. I'm having my moments, but I know I can do better. I think I need to kick myself in the butt from time to time. It helps when I take a peek on all the inspired, beautiful, admirable blogs I've put in my "follow" list. In my few hours of alone-time I swiflty rush through them, just to realize that it takes a different mindset to make this kind of stuff. It's not just taking a few hours in between appointments or busy schedule (like I'm doing now). That's really not how it works (at least for me it isn't). It's slowing down entirely. And I'm not doing that. It's always so difficult to balance your personal work with relationships, a job to earn money and chores around the house. Of course it is, really. It's good to realize that. I need to slow down again. Spend more time alone, not feeling guilty about saying no to friends and family when they ask to see me. Or doing things for myself when my boyfriend's at home. I know they won't go away. But still, it feels like I'm not being fair when I don't call them back or give them the attention they need. It need this though. To grow.
So here's what I'm going to do. Next day I have to myself I will spend an entire day at the library. That's the mindset I see when I look at the other blogs. It comes from spending an entire day at the library. Looking at pictures from children's books, photographs in books about plants and flowers, reading short stories and poetry. This is my resolution, the kick in my own butt :).
So you know where I'll be when you look for me.
Until next time!
Love
